I feel like I'm being controlled by other people in my mind?

Question

Well i've had these voices, for about 4 or 5 years now. I could hear one telling me what to do and how to do it. It would repeat it a few times. After I moved away, it became extremely noticeable that there were more in there. When someone asks me a question, I don't know how to answer because they all have their own opinions. I feel like my existence is fading away. Like I don't know which voice is mine.

The mean voice insults me, telling me how ugly i am, pointing out my flaws, telling me i should just kill myself.

The sweet voice tells me not to listen to the mean voice, and tells me im pretty.

The brave voice takes control fast and surprises me with the things it makes me do. I'd never do anything like this voice makes me do if I could control it

The intelligent voice uses big words that I don't know the meaning of.

Then theres this "i don't give a f***" voice that just does things wrecklessly, or, it makes me do them.

Theres the bossy voice, this one i hear all the time. it's always controlling me, telling me what to do.

When someone asks me a question that involves decision making, I hear all of them talk. I don't know what to say because their opinions are so different. It's like I don't have one, its their opinions. My thoughts become jumbled.

When I smoke marijuana or drink, i become one clear thinking person. And i become very calm, and happy that I'm in control of myself. I smoke marijuana quite often but it's only a temporary release.

I feel like someone's watching me at all times. I talk to myself out loud, but it's confusing to me which voice i'm talking to.

Anyone know or have any ideas what my problem is? Anyone?

Answer 1

Sounds like dissociative identity disorder or multiple personality disorder. You should go see a psychologist about it. They could easily help you work through it. Dissociative identity disorder stems from a trauma you must've suffered as a child. With dissociative identity disorder, you might feel like multiple people are living within you. They are all completely different, they have different personalities (that's why it's called multiple personality disorder.). This disorder can be very destructive to your self esteem (the voice that tells you that you're not good enough). It can also cause you to make bad choices that you'll regret (the I don't give a f*** voice). This can all feel very real (like there's actual people living within yourself. That's why you must go get yourself treated by a doctor or go see a psychologist to help yourself get better. Best of luck to you. Hope you can work through this.

Answer 2

Maybe your possessed by spirts? That's creepy dude see a pastor or priest and see if they can help maybe you have a disorder see a dr for sure but since they can take control of your body i think it might be a demon or a spirit ask them questions to be quiet it leave you alone??? Maybe pray to god about it though

Answer 3

go outside and get some O2. stop all drugs and alcohol for 3 days. You will feel better. stop eating pork and drink lots of water. call me in the morning.



Lack of discipline you can't control your own mind anymore.

Answer 4

That sounds like it could be related to schizophrenia. I'd see a psychologist as soon as possible... schizophrenia or not, that doesn't sound normal, healthy, or *pleasant*. You may need medication to regulate your brain to stop this completely.