should i get a gun and go crazy shooting and or killing people and then myself?

Question

im really depresssed over alot of **** some things are the fact my father has died has my mind alittle insane at times that gives me a lot of sad emotions its hard to face the fact im a never see my best freind again and some one who loved me that me much me being his only child ,i am also sad cause of the fact the i droped out of school because when i was 14 and started high school the kids where picking on me really bad to the point i was crying so i stoped going to stay home and play video games and never went back to school again other stuff like the fact im ugly and fat with scars and never had a girlfriend and the fact my cousin stole my laptop my ps3 my iphone my ipod touch and my games and psp when i thought he was over my house to hang out with me but he waited until i went to sleep and stole all of that , then recent stuff like this boy stealing my new iphone not the same one my cousin stole and new one i brought then getting my weed stolen once by one person then getting more and another person stole that has me wondering if i should try to get a gun so i can go crazy and shot and kill people and then me !

Answer 1

I can't imagine what you must be going through right now. You've been through so much. The thing is, you're still going. You are strong enough to have gotten to this point, and I believe that you can still keep going. I know you REALLY want to get back at those who have hurt you, but in the truth of it all, how does that make you any better than them? They have made you strong even though you may not feel that way. You are extremely smart in that you take into consideration the opinions of others and ask for help. I think you have so much potential that it's screaming at me out of your words. Something to consider is going back to school (unless you are already satisfied with the job you have now). People are soo much nicer as they get older. Yes, some do remain jerks, but they only have as much power over you as you give them. The preppy people are only seen as above us because we think of them that way. Also, I don't know if you're religious or not, but I'm a Christian, and I've gone through a hell of a lot when I was younger and still am. The thing is, even when I ran out of hope, God was there for me. He answered my prayers. I would never be where I am now if it wasn't for him. I'm kind of like you in the sense that I've never had a boyfriend (I said boyfriend because I'm a girl, hahaa). It's not because I can't, but it's because I choose not to. Honestly, there's sooo much less drama if you don't date, so don't think of not having a girlfriend as a bad thing. It's actually a really great thing. Even though I've been through a lot and have bad times, I love my life. There was a time where I wanted to kill myself, too. I never did, and I always thought it was because I wasn't strong enough, but it's actually quite the opposite. There's two kinds of strength: the strength to die, and the strength to live. The strength to live is the harder one to chose. But, you've got this strength in you. And whether you know it or not, there are people that you havn't even met yet that are depending on you. You are important to this world, and don't think for a second that you're not. I want to share with you something I read yesterday off of my Facebook app. called A Message From God. It's a daily message that is kind of like a guide to life. It's really helped me. And since I just received this one yesterday, I feel like it was meant for you so that you could hear it. Sorry if you're not religious...but maybe you could try praying sometime. Just try it. It's never too late to turn your life around, and God is there for you, no matter how bad things get. Anyways, this is what it said:



"On this day of your life, God wants you to know that you matter. People need you. People you love and even people you have never met are depending on you. You matter to God as well. No one else can be the person you were created to be. Do not think for a minute that you are not important; -the world needs you. God needs you."



I hope all of this helps you. And maybe we could talk sometime through messaging. Just contact me if you ever need to. I don't know you, but I'm here for you. (:

Answer 2

I lost my dad too and my girl and my car has problems and i found out i have a disease and i am in major financial trouble. I know I can ride it all out. I just have to give these things time and i will get back to a good place. Before all of my problems life was amazing and i felt so blessed. It will come back around. Just keep trying new things and putting yourself in new situations and it will bring a twist in the road that will get you out from this dark place. Think of it as a game. One that you win by having a positive outlook. When hard times come just think "OK i am going to beat this level". Make some Goals along the way. It is not going to be easy but if you don't quit on it you will get results and that will make you feel good.



Exercise is a good goal to make. You can start off with walking 20 minutes a day. Get someone to keep you accountable. Then if you need more of a challenge then run. It is a major mood lifter. This person that you are right now is just a shadow of who you really are. Be the real you. The best you that you can imagine in your mind. That is who you really are!



Some other good goals are:



1. See a doctor to let them know how you feel



2 Get a hobby and find someone else that enjoys that hobby too



3. Think of your favorite person that treats you well and put more effort into that relationship,let them know that you appreciate them.



4. Try to get to bed early as the best most regenerative hours of sleep are before midnight



5. Eat at least one bowl of green veggies each day, Spinach and Broccoli are good.



6. Go out and let the sun shine on your face for 30 minutes its a real mood lifter and helps you sleep better.

Answer 3

WOAWWWWW! Slow down a minute there. I hear that you are very hurt and angry but don't go doing anything dramatic or evil just to show the world that. There are plenty of good ways of getting heard and being listened to without doing anything bad or EVEn talking about it. You really shouldn't put stuff like this up here just to emotionally blackmail people to reply...because that's how it can be interpreted.

You've obviously been having a really tough time and I think you should get to your family doctor and get some counselling or therapy set up. Talking through these painful feelings and experiences often help you to understand why you feel like you do.

Two wrongs don't ever make a right either. Just because you're hurting doesn't mean you need to make others hurt to feel better. Get some help with your pain and anger and you will see there is a life for you to carry on living. Which would make your father proud? You getting help and doing something good with your life or hurting others and bailing out yourself? I'm sure he'd want you to the living for the both of you, he had no choice but you do. The pain may never go away from losing someone,(I lost my own father 8 yeras ago,) but it gets less as you keep it in proportion in your life.

Good luck and God bless. Go on......make your dad proud.

Answer 4

hey,

i know how you feel, when i was in grade six my best friend and in fact the only real friend i had died. i was depressed for 2 years, and i always think of her.what i think helpt me is that i would write notes as if she was going to read it, and i would write everything i wanted to say ,and it really helpt me. if you need someone to talk to talk to a friend or an councilor.but please do not shot and kill people its not right and it is not going to solve anything.i am sorry about the kids that were picking on you.trust me it happens to everyone.and with your cousin you will see him/she again so just get your stuff back.hang in there! hope this helps you alot!

Answer 5

You mentioned that you were upset that your father had passed, how you guys were close and it hurt you. Now you want to kill people because your upset? You went through that pain and your willing to cause that pain and suffering to someone else? Instead of sleeping why don't you try relaxing. Death is a part of life. I'm sorry you had to go through it, and that you have no one else to turn to. Instead of buying expensive things, buy yourself a dog, someone you can talk to. Someone that would listen. Maybe you should try venting instead thinking of killing other people.

Answer 6

dude, trust me, even though im not in as bad a situation as you, i feel like doing that all the time. but the only thing that stops me is the fact that is just isn't worth it. you'll only dug yourself into the deepest hole possible. im just going to go on, and hope i live a short life.

Answer 7

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Answer 8

just hope there isn't an afterlife which would be infinitely worse than this one as punishment.

Answer 9

there is no need to kill people over your problems

Answer 10

the FBI are on there way to your house right now

Answer 11

if ur joking then ur an idiot if ur not then ur crazy. dont take it out on other people

Answer 12

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