You need to be HONEST with your therapist and team.. we can't help if you hold back what is in you--seeking to destroy yourself and others (this needs to be accounted for and you must be placed in observation)....It is time to retire “danger to self or others” as the criteria for hospitalization for those with serious mental illness and replace it with a more humane “need for treatment” approach. Danger to self or others has been a failure on all levels. Deinstitutionalization and non-hospitalization have left hundreds of thousands of the serious mentally ill on the streets or in jail. “Danger to self or others” has caused death and injury to thousands of the mentally ill and their families and friends, and police officers who attempt to take them into custody. Police have become the primary providers of mental health services in the United States, threading an incomprehensible system with few guidelines for “danger to self or others”. If they don’t take someone into custody something bad may happen, if they do, they may be tied up for an entire shift at the emergency room only to find that the hospital has discharged the person in less than 24 hours.
And before I leave, consider Jan's kind words.. seek God for he can heal you mind, body and soul.. set you free of these needs and grant you life eternal by accepting Jesus as your Lord and Savior.. please make time and listen to these songs as they will aspire your soul to seek Its Creator...
Who can it be by Lauren Diagle, to He knows by Jeremy Camp, to I need you now by Plumb, to I am forgiven by 10th Avenue, to Remind me whom I am by Jason Gray and to Sweetly Broken by Jeremy Riddle and rest your soul as you listen to the words.. I now the message will give you comfort and understanding of God.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=Wt5X91ciE6Y How can it be
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=O5_Z3ZZYLDc Sweetly Broken
here is hoping that you will find God and His grace for you.
please tell them what is stirring inside you and you mind.....