Shay shay
2009-11-29 08:57:33 UTC
its n obsestion of mine that i must LOOSE weight. i need to, its like to be pretty, to be exepted i need to be thin. i cry myself to sleep sometimes becasue its all i can think about, i cant even concentrate at college.. all im thinking is why cant i look like her?
i over eat.. im over weight 5ft8 and like 12 stone. it physically hurts me to say that. its like i want to die. im scared of making myself sick becasue i no what it ca do to you but on the other hand i must look pretty. its messing with my head and i dont no what to do..
what is it?
could i buy laxitives? do they work better than throwing up? :s please help.. im desperate
any toher info needed please just ask
much love x