drummer_boy_17
2008-09-04 12:27:16 UTC
But my gf has add and she forced me to go to the doctors becuase she new i had it too. i said no then she gave me one of her adderalls 10 mg, and it helped i could think i was more talkative and in a way i wasnt depressed any more. i no that it has a high drug abuse, but thats honestly not why i want im just tired of paying 80 bucks a visit to see my doc. for like 10 min and for him to put me on some s**t medicine that doesnt work. Having add is like being a zombie im not hyper i just think alot, racing thoughts and i cant stayed focused but im a quiet person, so being put on something that calms me down and helps me focus doesnt exactly work for me since i am already calm. it just makes me more of a zombie. I need something that will wake up my mind and help me focus instead of something that will calm me down tothe point where i have no drive to even do my wrk any more.
So how do i tell him im tired of spending all this money to see you for ten min. then get put on something crappy.
I saw him yesterday he put me on concerta and i told him i didnt want to be put on anything that would make me tired or turn me into a zombie. Concerta is doing just that, and he knew it would, my GF actually gives me some of her meds. because she knows it helps she gives me one a day witch is al i need to get threw skool and get my work done. becuase i only go for 3 hours. Shes the kinda grl who is about ready to go down and slap my doc and be like listen this is what he needs put him on it haha.
So heres the wrap up.
Ive tried adderall it woks for me.
so i went to the doc.
he put me on 8 diff meds that didnt wrk.
and it makes me feel bad that i go in there everytime saying this med. isnt wrking for me.
He knows ive smoked pot before but ive been clean for about a year and a half ive even offered to take a drug test.
So how do i tell him i need aderall it the thing that wrks for me.
With out him thinking that im just a speed freak looking for an easy way to get drugs?
PLease help me, i cant afford to do this n e more so i need to be put on it fast. Ino some of you are like me so Just please tell me what i should do??
PLease
Thank you
--Patrick--