i know i have a drug dependency problem. but not drinking is taking over. i feel like i need to drink to start my day, and i cant have a conversation with someone unless im high. i've lost myself and my personality. im feeling extremly distant from my family and old close friends. its so hard to quit in a town fuled by it. im really at rock bottom. can somebody please help me? how do i get myself back on track. i cant, and dont have enough money to, lead this kind of life style. please please please, help me.