PLEASE HELP ME- LIFE AT STAKE?

Question

I AM A 20 YEAR OLD FEMALE.

I THINK I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME. I AM SUFFERING FROM MAJOR DEPRESSIVE DISORDER AND I AM TIRED. ONE MOMENT I AM OKAY, THE NEXT I AM AN EMOTIONAL WRECK.
I TRIED TO EXPLAIN TO MY BOYFRIEND THAT I FEEL ALONE AND HE JUST GOT ANGRY. HE WAS LIKE, HOW CAN YOU FEEL ALONE WHEN YOU HAVE ME?
I AM THINKING TO KILL MYSELF NOW. I HAVE A QUARTER BOTTLE OF JACK DANIEL'S WHISKEY (I DRANK THE REST THIS EVENING), NAPROXEN PAIN KILLERS AND MY PAROXETINE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS.
MAYBE ENDING UP IN HOSPITAL WOULD BE ENOUGH - I REALLY DON'T KNOW. PLEASE HELP ME - NO NEGATIVE COMMENTS - I AM IN A DELICATE STATE AND I NEED SUPPORT.

WITH THE DRUGS AND ALCOHOL THAT I HAVE, WILL THAT BE ENOUGH (6 NAPROXEN AND 5 PAROXETINE)

PLEASE...HELP...ME

Answer 1

I can understand and relate to your feelings. Please hold on. That horrible emotion you are going through now will change, I promise. I know because I have felt it many times. Go to your room, have a good cry, yell at the wall and punch your pillow. It helps. Then if you need to, cry some more. Then find something to do, someone to call. If you are anything like me I bet you isolate yourself because of the "but you have me" comments and the non understanding views of others. Their ignorance is not to be taken personally baby. its not that they dont care, they just dont understand how to deal with mental issues. I suggest you give yourself some time, write out your feelings everyday and promise yourself that you will visit a therapist soon. The feeling of wanting to die will pass, but it wont if you give in to it! Tomorrow will be better - keep saying that and eventually you will get to that reality.

Answer 2

please do not try to end your life. It is not worth it, trust me. I'm 15 and really depressed too.. Everyday and night I cry, feel worthless and think about ending my life. But, I don't do it because I know it's not worth it. Being depressed is a horrible thing to go through.. Trust me, I've been going through it for 3years now and it hurts emotionally and physically. You just need to find support. Go to a therapist, see your doctor, a social worker or the hospital. The hospital will probably check you into their phyciatric institution floor of the building and do a couple tests on you. It may be your anti- depressant meds. Those really mess with peoples minds. I really suggest going to the hospital now before you do anything else. Good luck and feel better.



And again, your not alone.

Answer 3

Please dont hurt yourself. My sister took her own life 2 years ago. Me and my mom found her. It was the most horrible day of my life. I know that right now it feels like everything is dumping on you but you have to take a step back and realize how many people you have in your life that love you and care about you. Suicide is the easy way out. It may take away your problems but it will leave everyong that loves you blaming themselves. Girl you need to get some help quick. You should call the police and have them come take you into the hospital. There is help out there. You are not alone. There are many people that suffer from depression. I am one of them. Flush the pills down the toliet and call for some help. It's okay to need help. Dont give up on life. Things will get better. They always do. Just give it time and get some help.

Answer 4

Hi,



I have major depressive order myself and know how you feel. I have suffered from this since the age of 13 and I am now 30. There are many alternatives to suicide. In my opinion suicide is the cowards way out, it takes more courage to be strong and fight your way thru. I have been on medication off and on now for almost 20 years. You should call a suicide hot line and get some help there. Make an appointment immediately with your doctor and tell him you are at your wits end. I define my depression like being in a deep dark grave and clawing at the sides with my fingers trying to get out. You get enough dirt down that you can get your head above the edge when it collapses and down you go again. There are meds. that can help you tremendously. I am now on a combo. of meds. that has made me feel better than I have in years. Previous to this I felt I wanted to die but I have never considered suicide. Please do not give up! Email me and I will give you my IM address and we can talk.





Please contact me again I tried to respond but it would not go through. Contact me on messenger.

Answer 5

Please do not take the drugs after the alcohol you may just end up in a coma or permanently damaged organs for life. There is a site you can go to that was written by someone who felt just like you please read it now http://www.metanoia.org./suicide/ I promise it will help for right now. There are numbers you can call that are staffed by professionals who can help you now and refer you to help in your area. One is 1-800-273-talk and 1-800-suicide. What you are feeling now can be helped there are many safe medications that will get rid of the depression that you are suffering. You do not have to suffer with the depression and there is help. You made a first step by writing this please now read the site and make a call. Depression is many times a disease like heart disease or diabetes and requires medication. I can tell you from my own experience. You need a psychiatrist who can give you a correct diagnosis and treat you with the right medications. If you don't have insurance you can call your local Social Services Department they can refer you to low or no cost help. What you really need to do is to go to the nearest emergency room they are equipped to help you You can call the police and they will take you there. You are loved and you will destroy for life the people who love you. Things always change for the better and you won't be hear to enjoy your life.

Answer 6

Im not going to give you a negative answer, however, I will give you the harsh truth. Suicide is the easiest and cheapest way out. It is also selfish. Don't just think of yourself and your problems, think of how you being gone would affect other people as well! Your friends and family! Apparently you know that what you are thinking isnt right and you are seeking help.... in some shape on Yahoo Answers. Go check yourself into a hospital and get better.

Answer 7

Calm down, remember you are not alone. From what you have written you seem to exhibit the signs of bipolar disorder. Again, you are not alone, more people than you know suffer from this illness. Read the attachment, if you feel like this is something you have go see a doctor, medicines can help it! If these symptoms are not ringing a bell, you may just be depressed, also, medicine and psychiatric care are available! I speak from expirience, I have seen a pshycologist and they help so very much. Before you do something drastic, think about your boyfriend, if he loves you it would hurt him to see you hurt yourself, it would hurt your family, friends, so just think about all of the wonderful things you do have!

Answer 8

In the first place, why are you feeling this depressed? With questions like this, I always bring God up, so sorry if you get offended by it, but give it a try. I've been in situations where i felt like giving up. I felt like I was a waste of space, no one needed me, and i might as well just give up. But my older sister, who never takes me seriously when it comes to feeling stressed out or useless, actually told me never to think that way because without me, her life would be a lot harder. Now what does this have to do with God or you? Not too long before my sister talked to me, I was sitting down whispering "God, if you don't want me to kill myself, you'll find a way to make me stop" and I think he really did answer me. There must be some people in this world that need you. They just don't show it sometimes, and other times they pretend that they don't. You should never feel alone. Even if people don't understand you, don't always expect them to, because chances are, you'll push them further away. That's how my dad is with me sometimes. He constantly tries to make me understand what he goes through. If you need someone to listen, then there are always people out there who are willing to listen to you, just seek them. Take initiative. I myself would love to spend more time and talk to you. Hope everything turns out okay! Please contact me if needed!

Answer 9

ok. So, I'm also depressed. No joke. Please don't kill youself. It is something you will really regret. Your boyfriend is probably hurt because you told him you feel alone, but I'm sure he really cares about you. Please try to talk to him again, saying what you said here. Also, talk to your family. I know that at times they can be so annoying but they care about you. If you don't feel like they do, you need to call your friends. At this time it's important to talk to someone that knows you, so they can remind you of your goals and plans, things to stay alive for. I don't think that ending up in the hospital would be good, although then people would certainly understand what you are going through and you will find out who your true friends are. With all that medication though, you will kill yourself. So please don't do anything like that. Call your friends, family and boyfriend. Live for tomorrow. Something great will happen, I know it because that's how life works.

I know how you feel, I hate everything, I hate school, my friends and myself. I don't even have a boyfriend but I really, really wish I did. I have one friend that I love and trust and once this is all over, I know I can rely on her but if it wasn't for her I'm sure I would already be gone. Think about this person in your life, if you don't have anyone like this, reach out and you will find them. Then, talk to them. Listen to My Chemical Romance, they helped save my life with what they have to say.

Good luck and PLEASE DON'T KILL YOURSELF.

I would be really, really sad and I don't even know you in real life, imagine how depressed everyone who really knows you would become.

I love you.

Answer 10

Understand that if you do this, there's no turning back. Calm down. Keep of the caps lock and confront your boyfriend. Put away the pills. Seriously. Throw them down the crapper. There are plenty of other men in the world that can understand you. But you need to be patient. Don't kill yourself over one man.

Answer 11

dont dont dont dont dont dont dont kill yourself!!!! Call 911 and tell them that you are having thoughts of suicide. no matter what you are never alone and there are always people that care about you. go right now and do something that makes you happy. take a nice bath and relax yourself. oviously you are not alone if you have a boyfriend. think about how he would feel if you died. why dont you call him and tell him that you need him to come over now because you are suicidal okay? or call somebody you can trust like friends or family. maybe you would feel better if you talked to a syciotrist . please please please dont hurt youself. or call one of these numbers the people on the other end are kind and nice and will help you please just call them!



1-800-SUICIDE or 1-800-273-TALK

Answer 12

First off, stop drinking. Alcohol is a depressant.



Go speak to a doctor, they'll help.

Suicide isn't the answer, it'll hurt everyone around you and you won't ever get a second chance at life.



Go take a nap.

Answer 13

Killing yourself is a bad idea. Just stay calm, try talking to an incredibly funny friend, or watch something funny. throw out all of your drugs and alcohol and get someone to come over that you can trust.

Answer 14

If you really feel that way you should be checking yourself into the hospital rather than asking people what to do on the internet. The internet is a cruel place.

Answer 15

I DON'T KNOW YOU BUT PLEASE DON'T KILL YOURSELF YOU MAY FEEL LIKE LIFE IS NOT WORTH IT NOW BUT PEOPLE REALLY DO CARE ABOUT YOU I PROMISE IT IS NOT WORTH IT PUT EVERYTHING AWAY AND TAKE A SHOWER (DON'T DROWN YOURSELF NOT A BETTER WAY) PLEASE LISTEN TO ME IT IS NOT WORTH IT JUST KNOW YOU ARE LOVED GOD LOVES YOU AS WELL DON'T KILL YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU FEEL THIS WAY PLEASE I'M BEGGING YOU YOUR LIFE IS WORTH SOOOO MUCH MORE THAN YOU THINK IT IS RIGHT NOW I PROMISE PEOPLE REALLY DO CARE



Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong.

1 Corinthians 16:13



GOD REALLY DOES YOU



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DON'T LET ANYONE PUT YOU DOWN

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BEING IS SPECIAL!!!!!!!!

Answer 16

You should calm down. If its impossible at the moment, go to the hospital and ask them for a check up. Go to a friends house, not reachable? Go to a relative, i can't. Go to a restaurant or something, cant go? go to the hospital for a check up. don't kill yourself. Also think about your bf. If you die, what will he do? And if this doesn't make you better, or no ones does, call nine-one-one (911) God created you, and he gave you the life which was the best for you.

Answer 17

Close your eyes

Take a deep breathe.

Everything WILL be ok.

Your boyfriend doesnt understand. If he read this what would he think?

He'd probably be terrified for you.

Dont do this. Too many people care about you.

I was suicidal once.

Dont do it. Trust me. Its not worth it. If you want to email me to just feel free:

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Answer 18

Please don't kill yourself get some help from somewhere. And no that will not kill you it will just make you really sick and feel like crap in the morning. Naproxen is just a higher dose of Aleve.

Answer 19

omg please dnt you are not alone life is so worth living until god calls you home if you have kids especially and even if you dnt thats enough to live for right there to have a piece of you it is a wonderful feeling and they love you unconditionaly and trust me you think your alone im sure you dnt realize how many people that really love you you would be leaving behind please no matter how bad you think it is theirs probably someone that needs you please get help you have alifetime ahead of you if you ever need to talk just clickon my profile and send a message and i'll try to help as much as possible

Answer 20

Don't kill yourself whatever you do. calm down and read ur Bible. Jesus will guide u and give u the answer. Pray to God and he will make all better. Always keep ur faith in Jesus Christ ur first priority and He will make all okay. if it gets worse go see a Pastor and discuss ur situation with him. Good luck and God bless.

Answer 21

You need to call your parents, not your boyfriend and tell them. If you don't want to talk to your parents, find someone to talk to.....a pastor, an Aunt or Uncle, etc.



If you want to end up in the hospital, then go admit yourself, don't do drugs and drinking.

Answer 22

Just asking, how will killing yourself help you in any way? I am not trying to sound negative here, but only you will lose if you kill yourself, soon everyone else won't care. Its not worth it, believe me.

Answer 23

no. dont do that. please,

its no fun for anyone. . your family, friends.. everyone. it is emotionally scaring on there part.

feel free to email me. . [e-mail] i can try and help you. if not... i can just be there to listen. sounds like you need a friend. just please.. i know that i dont know you at all.. but ever life is precious.



im only 16 years old. but i have alot of experiences through out life.



please email me.

Answer 24

Um....Try seeing like a therapist to get different anti depressants or just to vent. They'll listen and help.

Answer 25

OK first of all killing yourself will not do anything!!! I think you should just find other people that do listen to you and care about you.Also just tell your boyfriend if he does not get it then he is a dick!!!

Answer 26

Sweetie, just beileve in your self. You can be anything you want to be. But that will only happen if you are strong inside. If your boyfriend doesn't understand honey, then he isn't worth your breath. Please email me if you need more help.



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Answer 27

As a parent, I am begging you to contact someone for help.



Try this:

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/



Be very honest with them so they can really help you.

Answer 28

Oh my gosh! Don't kill yourself !



Imagine how your boy friend will feel.



I have days like you when my life is so bad but killing yourself is not the answer.



Please don't kill yourself whatever you do.

Answer 29

Don't take drugs or Alcohol and calm yourself down think of good things in life

Answer 30

if you are genuinely in this frame of mind seek help (not online). i dont know where you are but in australia phone lifeline 131114 or US:



1-800-SUICIDE

1-800-784-2433

1-800-273-TALK

1-800-273-8255

TTY: 1-800-799-4TTY (4889)

Answer 31

Nada Ta Terbe Nada Te Spanta....look it up please





What we do in life echoes in eternity

Answer 32

just calm down dont do anything dumb and chill out call someone you can talk to find something to take ur mind off

Answer 33

Talk to someone, there's always someone willing to listen and help, even on Y!A even me

Answer 34

please don't resort to any of that.you should go to the hospital and explain how you feel,they will have you talk with a crisis worker. perhaps only your anti-depessants need to be adjusted.wish you well.

Answer 35

Check yourself into a facility. obviously you know what you are doing is wrong..... so why are you gonna do it? just go to a doctor.

Answer 36

just find someone to talk to.. suicide is permanent.. you can't undo it.. i'm sorry you're feeling that way and i hope you feel better!

Answer 37

Please- don't kill yourself- its not worth it. You should see a doctor or a psychaitrist but killing yourself isn't going to solve any problems. It's not going to make you feel any better. Give it another shot, another day. Please don't do this.

Answer 38

Omg please do not! Some times you feel down and you hate life and it sucks but please do not! I will talk to you and be there for you if you please do not!!!!! Please and i mean please get help! call your boyfriend and tell him how you are feeling and what is going on! he will be there for you! Please calm down and do not to anything stupid!!!! If you need someone to talk to you can send me an email and we will talk. Please get help!!

Answer 39

okay, you should call 911.





and don't hurt yourself.

Answer 40

http://www.suicide.org/

Answer 41

you should go on a walk.. or do something that relaxes you

Answer 42

DONT KILL YOURSELF.....................call a suicide hotline asap!!!!!!!!!!!! you dont have to do this

Answer 43

ok wtf is up with the caps. i doubt that you are serious but whatver. DON'T KILL YOURSELF. THATS IS STUPID AND NOT THE ANSWER. i sincerely hope you are not doing this to get attention

Answer 44

dont do it

Answer 45

ahh!

I cant help you!

your scaring me!

Answer 46

Didn't read that block of stupid.



But I'm willing to bet you will not kill yourself.