Why should I keep living?

Question

I have a terrible life and I want to die.. NOW. Its my birthday.. nobody sang happy birthday or even got me a gift other then my best friend. My aunt would rather go home and study then at least bring my cousin to come bowling. I hate life. I have a father who is in jail for raping my sister... He also could've raped me... I have some memories and memories of him are blocked out. Idk why tbh... and my mother loves him and still talks to him. He'll be moving in in 2 years when he gets out of jail. Just in time for my sweet sixteen and I don't want to live.. Please give me an alternative.. why should I? I have no reason but.. I dont know i hate everything.. I wanna die right now...

Answer 1

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :)



Go to your friends, they'll help you out and comfort you, I hope.

Find something inspiring, avoid thinking about your past and distract yourself from reality.

Watch some humor and inspiring videos and movies.

Go somewhere you want to go, don't let anybody bring you down.

Just don't give up on life just yet, there are a lot of alternatives in this world, travel if you can, find someone to love.



My life used to be this, but I didn't give up when this crossed my mind. I wanted to die back then, but someone stopped me. I hope this happens to you too.



Just don't dwell too much on the past, that will help you, it helped me.

Answer 2

@Richy go **** yourself because last i checked he wasn't complaining so dont spit **** you don't understand and be considerate for once in your life your inconsiderate asshole people like you deserve to be damned to hottest pits of hell and burned over and over to heal nd burn over again you deserve a death worser then death

As for you Happy Birthday sorry it's not going so well and remember there's always light in the darkness.those who commit suicide burn in a internal pit of fire and darkness. Death isn't the anwser i should know after i joined Experience Project i became really happier. And I've been through alot of stuff these past 8 years I've been depressed sense 2005 and suicidal sense 2012. I have pills now different ones for different things. Alternative? Help someone going through the same thing as you. That helped me other than cutting which becomes a really bad habit and leaves scars people who don't understand you judge you for.Im sorry about what happene to your sister though. Hope she's doing better now. People say because I'm 14 that's why i am so depressed. I've been depressed sense 2005!!! I wasn't even a preteen yet and had alot of **** going on them. I was diagnosed with type 1 diabestes, my aunnt killed herself a week later on my birthday which was when i got diagnosed leaving her son nd infant daughter orphaned. My mom found out she was pregnant and mg step father started treating me differently. I almost got raped by my grandmothers bestfriends son he got caught nd said i seduced him i didn't even know what sex was till i was 10! So his family called me awhore nd slut then my grandmother beat the **** out of me and called me a disgusting whore. All in the same month.

Answer 3

Tell a teacher, consular anyone that can help, tell them about your dad, about your mom. Reminded your mom every day about what your father did, dont let her live it down until she leaves him, really talk to her, dont be like "hes bad you shouldn't talk to him" be more descriptive but dont push it to far where it brings back really bad memories but enough to make her realize he's a monster.



This is all meant to try and get you into Hell, the devil did this to you to try to keep you in his grasp. Please trust me you need Jesus to be apart of your life, He will free you from this evil and give you a much better life



This video might help you, but be warned, it is a bit graphic.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZOj76xrG62k



Happy Belated Birthday, God bless.

Answer 4

Get a life. Quit complaining about how you don't want to live life and live it. Suicide won't do ****. Find a girlfriend/boyfriend and go out. Find other friends and hangout. You're 14 and It's called living life to the fullest. Not sulking about how your life sucks ***.



You could also meet friends online.



I don't have that **** either. I don't have much good stuff while I'm at it. If you have to try to run away and find a friend who's willing to take you in then do it. Killing yourself is useless. If you can't find a friend, find a foster home. If you can't do that try to fend for your self. Get a job **** like that, but again quite complaining okay?



Kiren- Calm yourself.

Answer 5

Email me [e-mail] my life sucks.. i would tell you reasons to live but i can't do that because really there is no reason to live i tried to kill myself tonight i stood in front of a car but i could not do it so i dodged the car but after i did i wish i didn't i am 23 years old. I had no friends in elemantry school or high school. My family disowned me i got kicked out I was molested twice.... I was in love wiht a guy for four years but found out he was using me because he liked younger girls under 10 years old when he is 23 years old my life sucks i can't tell you to start living i am alone for every birthday i ever had i see no reason to live so i can tell you to live

Answer 6

Happy birthday! Stay strong, you can do it!! =) I just got diagnosed with depression last Tuesday! I know hat you're going through! Text me my numbers 1-337-246-5199

Answer 7

First, Happy Birthday :)

Hey, i figure what will you do in life when more other problems come

problems come and go

that is life

you can consult with a psychiatrist or

Answer 8

Hey Lilly. And Happy Birthday ok.

One, the reason why you should keep living is because I want you to keep living. I dont know you if you remember me or not but I answered a question you asked online before...about how to make it end. Well if you really feel useless, WELL I am telling you that you are not and I want you to live. Ok!!! That is it. You ask...Why should I keep living???? WELL the answer is I WANT YOU TO!!!! That is right I, ME, THIS PERSON right here who is talking to you!!! I WANT YOU to LIVE!!! And somelse who wants you to live is God!!! HE said that HE gave you LIFE and that you should live LIFE ABUNDANTLY...not in pain, not in sorrow, not is strife, not in heart ache, BUT life abudantly!!! I hope that answers your question Lilly. OK!? I want you to LIVE!!!! CHRIST wants you to live!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY and give thanks to GOD that you have a BIRTHday...emphasis on the birth. I am glad you are alive. I am glad that you have hands and feet and a mouth to talk. I am glad that you can breathe, I am thankful to GOD ALMIGHTY for your life...LILLY if you are NOT thankful to GOD good gooley I AM!!!!! Thats why you should live WE (God and I) WANT YOU TO!!!!

Answer 9

Perform a satanic ritual. Those make me VERY happy.

Answer 10

Pray.call on Jesus right now to help.