Question:
I'm so scared and I really need help I'm not sure if i'm really alive anymore.?
GoldyLocks
2009-09-25 17:47:09 UTC
I mean I know i'm alive. like in the sense that my body is functional, but sometimes i am just dead inside, and i dont know what do to, i feel like i'm chained inside of the walls of my mind and i cant get free someone else is in my body dong things and i'm being beaten within my own head by my own mind, unable to get free from the dungeoun and shackles that tie me to the wall. i used to cut, but dont really anymore, i just dont know what to do and i'm so scared, i just i'm gone, i'm not me, and i'm afraid i'm losing my sanity, but i dont know i just need help, and i see a shrink does nothing, and i'm on some happy pillthingy. (i think it's happything. i'm not sure) but then suddenly i go from cutty and depressed to happy and excited. i dont even know which one is me. they're both so different that i dont know who is me. help. i have also stood on my roof thinking that maybe i should just... jump. no one cares about me, but then the next moment i know it's stupid. i'm losing myself. the persond im afraid of is me. i just dont know what it is and what to do about it. help. i just really need help.
Five answers:
Chemistry Chris
2009-09-25 18:44:04 UTC
I've felt this way before, and on occasion I still do.



What has helped me overcome my feelings of worthlessness is to set some goal that I wish to achieve, not something easy or frivolous, but something that has meaning to me.



If you've had a dream to accomplish something fantastic or acquire something you really want, determine what steps you need to take to achieve it.



Most times, people give up on their dreams because the first steps they take are so overwhelming that they become frustrated and depressed.



Frustration is a sign that your challenging yourself.



Break down that tough step into smaller steps.



"Corny Cliche Alert"

It's like video games (if your into them), you don't gain a full bar of exp all at once, you slowly fill smaller bars (small goals) and eventually you level up (big goal).



Hope this long winded suggestion helps.





P.S.

The occasions where I still get these feelings comes when I sit idle, or blast off into daydream world (I have a horrible case of ADD), where I think of all the things that I did wrong in the past, how bad the problems are of my current situation are, or how much I'd rather be doing like: playing video games, sleeping, smoking pot, or anything else easier than what I'm doing now..



In order to regain myself, I prioritize what Needs to be done, not what I Want right now for immediate satisfaction, and those feelings usually calmly disappear. (I do this alot)



By the end of the day, all I have to look back on are all the things I worked on and accomplished towards reaching my goal, instead of how much I hate the situation my life is in (which I catch myself saying, but it's more like I HATE MY LIFE).



P.S.S

Finding something your good at (fixing things, talking to difficult people, mathmatics, cooking) and using it to help someone who isn't good at what you do in exchange for something they can help you with, can also really help to free you from your shackles, and give you a sense of fulfullment and worh.



P.S.S.

Be Happy



It can always be worse =P
decaro
2016-09-19 05:48:34 UTC
hold residing. in the event you have been made, it is for a purpose. obviously you've got a few motive available in the market. and to begin with, unrequited love- commonly all teenagers move by way of it. it isn't the tip of the arena, you'll be able to simply need to get him/her to become aware of you in some way. secondly, why would possibly not your loved ones speak to you? might it's that you just did whatever? if this is the case you'll be able to need to suck up your delight and say sorry to them. thirdly, obviously SOMEONE at college is inclined to be peers with you. all children are commonly bullied and you'll be able to need to holiday from it and assess if eventually it rather concerns what others suppose or say approximately you. simply quit being concerned what persons suppose of you, be your self. you'll be able to see that existence feels so a lot more releasing while you are now not stressful 24/7 approximately what this individual or that individual stated or thinks approximately you. and finally, get on best of that paintings. now not getting the fabric, ask for support. yeah college sucks however you are gonna need to kick your possess *** and get it performed. i suppose you must see a councilor.
anonymous
2009-09-25 17:52:42 UTC
Try this. Get a box of crayola crayons. Close your eyes, open the box, and take a big whiff. The smell will bring you back to the good old days in kindergarten when all you had to worry about was whether you had your fluffy blankie for naptime and if they were having sugared graham crackers for snack.



Works for me and I'm 50.
straight forward answers!
2009-09-25 18:01:01 UTC
i just read a case study that sounds a lot like this, the girl had borderline personality disorder, but the girl was also very manipulative?
greysaur!
2009-09-25 18:23:37 UTC
don't kill yourself! D: you may be chronically depressed, but (i know its better said than done) it'll get better,


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