Is it always going to be this bad?

Question

Something is always making me really angry and sad and I always end up on yahoo about to ask this question and I get side-tracked and get over it. But today I'm obviously asking it. My family always makes me upset, school makes me upset, and even just society makes me upset. I don't want to die because I already have my whole future planned out perfectly after high school but RIGHT NOW sucks and I honestly just can't cope with it. I have no friends because I always look mad and unfriendly, plus I'm shy, awkward, can't keep conversations going, and honestly I just don't care for small talk or any kind of talk. My sister and dad always mock me even though they know it really upsets me, they keep bugging me until I cry, they embarrass me when they know it kills my pride, and my sister is really insecure so she always insults everyone including me (and I hate people that do that). My mom is a very good person but sometimes shes too unorganized and lazy to do anything, and that frustrates me to the point of crying. People at school disrespect me because I'm always alone never talking to anyone. The "popular" boys in my classes always talk about sex and penises which makes me extremely uncomfortable since I'm assigned to sit beside them, and again I'm never talking to anyone. And what really sucks is that I'm literally STUCK with people I hate all day for the rest of high school. We have all our classes together, all elementary we were friends, we live in the same small stupid reserve, everyone I know knows her, we used to be best friends so I have her on twitter and facebook which I like to check everyday but with her tweeting stupid things it ruins it for me, but I can't delete her because she will ask why I deleted her and she will make everyone against me. She acts nice to me when she doesn't have anyone else to talk to, but every where else she's a total jerk to me. I just really don't know what I am going to do! Also when I'm reading my facebook, twitter, youtube I come across things that upset me, just this generation is so horrible it upsets me, the planking thing... come on! But is this all just me? I always say it's going to be a lot better after high school, but is it really? What can I do to change all of this?

Answer 1

By what have wrote it seems you're out look of life is bringing you down & as you say to tear's, you're sister & rest of you're house hold you really need to tell them how much they are hurting you & you're own confidence in yourself you have to be able to at least pull your mother to one side & explain your feelings & what they are making you feel like because they are wrong you need to build up your own respect & self consensus 'se we all go through life expecting everyone to be thoughtful towards each other when in fact I don't know if you have any belief in god or any faith on things everyone should need some faith otherwise just think how bad the world would be. Now if you look into any bible or faith one of the first things it states is that it's harder to live life than anything else, I think some self sort of thing you need to do is believe in yourself 1st, try your hardest to find one friend or person who you can make friends with (As I said Life is hard) you have to get through the rough before you find the smooth easy said "hard to do" try to ignore everyone if your upset then don’t go onto facebook or other such things that's 1st move! now they can say what they want but you wont see them do this now! next when you feel that things are getting into you try going out of the room if you can & if you cannot then do the following take deep breaths in slowly let the breath out slow don't matter how many times just do it this should start to cool you down so your able to think straight sort out your home life 1st as I said then do as I suggest this is the start towards things getting you down, if just the breathing alone don’t help enough then at the same time try to clench your fist grip each one if your able tight if your standing also try keeping you're arms stiff down either side of you're body as if your pushing something like imagine your trying to climb up & hold the position remember the fist at same time in you're own mind say over & over they are not going to get me upset/started this can now start to control others around you sounds daft yes does it work yes! & you are going to make it happen "they wont get me down" say this in your mind don't matter how many times just until you have cooled down enough keep the breathing exercise going there must be someone else feeling like you probably more than you realise we all have devils inside but we need to throw them out in a manner of speaking only! now start to look around without sending the message to everyone that your doing this once you think you have found someone who is sort of left out of thing's or they are taunted they are probably going through the same as yourself, try to get to know him/her maybe you like the same things even if it's small things to start with you can build up a solid friendship this way but never give anyone enough ammunition with which they can shout out to any one else to destroy your hard built up new person with new outlook on life. I truly hope this starts you off in the right track because friendship is a two way street you cannot buy it or force it try what I have said & I hope this will start to work for you but it wont happen over night it takes time remember that too. I truly hope this starts to help you out. don't let anyone know they are getting you down because they will know the buttons to press to get you going which is what your sister is doing maybe she is jealous of you have you thought of that try to make yourself believe that! it could well be true some people like to be alone & others like to be busy all the time you need to find out what you want out of life & try to make it happen. Take care & Good luck.

Answer 2

I think we all get fed up with people and society sometimes. You're only in high school though... I'm sure things will get better sometime.



You sound like me.. You don't care to talk about stupid things and you don't care to listen to crap. Just ignore people who mock you and annoy you... What can they really do? Nothing. Just talk.



Maybe you should go to a Youth Group or something. Find a friendly environment. Good luck and God bless. I'm sure things will get better after High School.

Answer 3

Of course, things can't be bad for ever, they have to get better some day. I think you feel like no one understands you and when you go through alot..you feel that way. Its just simply means no one is on your level. Just live your life, do and be the best you can.

Answer 4

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Answer 5

just chill. live your own life. don't worry about little things that do not really matter.